PERPLEXED

I was roaming in d streets
Aimlessly..
Unknowingly..
Unaware of where d path will take me to..
Lost in my own thoughts..
A hundred things crossing my mind at the same time…
and yet nothing was clarified
I was wandering then..
And I am still wandering..
No.. not in the streets,
And nowhere else
But within my own self..
I need to reflect
I need to know what I think..
That deep down what I believe
What I want..
Yet I am helpless in my own hands..
I don't know what is right
Which path is wrong or
To do what will be fine..
No one can help me
'coz I won't even allow them to..
I need separation
And yet can't be alone
I live in isolation
The next moment I am with all
Once I am laughing hard
And then my throat chokes..
With tears of helplessness in my eyes
Invisible to all..
Can u help me?
No I don't think so..
Do I want u to help?
No I don't know..
What is it that I want..
The day I'll figure out..
I'll tell u too..
As for now I am…
A girl perplexed in her own thoughts…
Just that's what I am!!!

i want u to undrstnd...

M goin thru a bad phase,
n its nt jst dat..
i need tym for my own self..

a lot of things have gone so wrng,
wonder wat's gonna b deir toll..

i've tried to make things fyn,
to get 'em bak on track..
to bring bak mah own smyl..

bt alas,, as tym changes, so do d ppl n crcmstnces...

no i dnt blame u,
bt u gotta believe it too..
nor m i respnsbl..
wat all has been was perhaps unavoidable..

it ws d "US" n "WE ALL" dat i cherished d most..
it ws d care n luv wich now is certainly lost..

yet i dnt wanna lose u,
nor i evr will..
i jst need tym to reflect n want u to undrstnd..
i jst want u to undrstnd..

HOPE...

The immortal, the ever happening..
It's hope..
A ray of light in a black out night..
It's hope..
A step forward through consistent failures..
It's hope..
A faint smile in endless tears..
It's hope..
A sign of cloud in sun fire bright..
It's hope..
A grain of cereal for the starving million..
It's hope..
A helping hand in thousand rebels..
It's hope..
A single rose in bed of thorns..
It's hope..
A friendly face in clouds of hate..
It's hope..
The working force on which the world grows.. IS HOPE......

I NEED YOU....

When things go wrong as they have lately been..
When the sand of circumstances runs through my hands and I can't do anything
It's then.. that my friend I need you…

When 'm standing at the fork.. to decide which road I gotta opt..
N when it's about choices that I can't make alone
It's then.. that my friend I need you…

When the sun sets.. and so do my hopes..
When the rain doesn’t seem pleasant but just a way to hide the teardrops
It's then… that my friend I need you…

When 'm not wrong.. but it does seem so to the world..
When 'm ready to stand against all, and things are taking their toll
It's then… that my friend I need you…