a mere time pass

hey frenz.....

wanna know wat's the outcome of appearing in an exam being absolute clueless of what d course in d exam was....

well here's wat my outcum was...

i wrote two poems in my exam today....

had nothing to do.... not even a single word in the question paper was making any sense to me....

but somehow i had to spend the time.... so here is what i did....

please check out the poems "me.." and "PLIGHT"..... m sure most of u all will b able to relate urself to dem sumhow...... :) :)

me.....

I m exhausted, suffocated
I can hardly breathe
D air here is contaminated
With self interest, arrogance and shallow glee.
I'm lost ; completely absolutely lost,
It's hard to figure out
Who d reflection in the mirror is…
How cum I've changed so much?
Why can't time roll back
And take me before I am crushed?
Just one change I want to make,
Just one decision has my whole happiness at stake.
I'hv got to live life on my terms,
Cz just that,,,is me, in my own world!!!!!!

PLIGHT...

My thoughts are running wild,
As to who am I, just an aimless child?
I'm not what you think of me,
I've always wanted to be just me.
Yet, for you the society is more important,
It has always been, you were never less enchanted.
I don't know who I am, here where u've placed me,
I've lost my niche, and my creativity.
I may not know what I should be,
But all that I know is, this is not meant for me.
The path u've forced me on
Bothers me night and dawn.
No, I don't want to be here,
Can't you see my silent tears?
I've lost my identity..
All I wanna do now is run away and be free…!!!!

PERPLEXED

I was roaming in d streets
Aimlessly..
Unknowingly..
Unaware of where d path will take me to..
Lost in my own thoughts..
A hundred things crossing my mind at the same time…
and yet nothing was clarified
I was wandering then..
And I am still wandering..
No.. not in the streets,
And nowhere else
But within my own self..
I need to reflect
I need to know what I think..
That deep down what I believe
What I want..
Yet I am helpless in my own hands..
I don't know what is right
Which path is wrong or
To do what will be fine..
No one can help me
'coz I won't even allow them to..
I need separation
And yet can't be alone
I live in isolation
The next moment I am with all
Once I am laughing hard
And then my throat chokes..
With tears of helplessness in my eyes
Invisible to all..
Can u help me?
No I don't think so..
Do I want u to help?
No I don't know..
What is it that I want..
The day I'll figure out..
I'll tell u too..
As for now I am…
A girl perplexed in her own thoughts…
Just that's what I am!!!

i want u to undrstnd...

M goin thru a bad phase,
n its nt jst dat..
i need tym for my own self..

a lot of things have gone so wrng,
wonder wat's gonna b deir toll..

i've tried to make things fyn,
to get 'em bak on track..
to bring bak mah own smyl..

bt alas,, as tym changes, so do d ppl n crcmstnces...

no i dnt blame u,
bt u gotta believe it too..
nor m i respnsbl..
wat all has been was perhaps unavoidable..

it ws d "US" n "WE ALL" dat i cherished d most..
it ws d care n luv wich now is certainly lost..

yet i dnt wanna lose u,
nor i evr will..
i jst need tym to reflect n want u to undrstnd..
i jst want u to undrstnd..

HOPE...

The immortal, the ever happening..
It's hope..
A ray of light in a black out night..
It's hope..
A step forward through consistent failures..
It's hope..
A faint smile in endless tears..
It's hope..
A sign of cloud in sun fire bright..
It's hope..
A grain of cereal for the starving million..
It's hope..
A helping hand in thousand rebels..
It's hope..
A single rose in bed of thorns..
It's hope..
A friendly face in clouds of hate..
It's hope..
The working force on which the world grows.. IS HOPE......

I NEED YOU....

When things go wrong as they have lately been..
When the sand of circumstances runs through my hands and I can't do anything
It's then.. that my friend I need you…

When 'm standing at the fork.. to decide which road I gotta opt..
N when it's about choices that I can't make alone
It's then.. that my friend I need you…

When the sun sets.. and so do my hopes..
When the rain doesn’t seem pleasant but just a way to hide the teardrops
It's then… that my friend I need you…

When 'm not wrong.. but it does seem so to the world..
When 'm ready to stand against all, and things are taking their toll
It's then… that my friend I need you…