An Unfinished Business

It was the day when I sat to reflect,
The what and why and how of my life
It was the day when I finally realised,
The worth of all situations that I’ve had to pass by
No it wasn’t regret, to my surprise not even a sigh…
It was the day when I closed my eyes to the world outside and indeed looked inside
For I was not the person that I used to be, not even a distant image of the past me
Nor was I completely different inside, coz fears and values within still remained high
I wasn’t happy nor did I cry, it felt like something within had just denied
The basic existence; as if the reflection in the mirror was not mine
Then who was it, what had become of me?
I left the quest unanswered, an unfinished business let it be……


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SHE WILL BE.......

You won’t even know, what she is inside

What’s going on in her mind, which emotion she just disguised;

She will smile to brighten your day, even when her heart is brittle

She will laugh at your joke even when the humour is jot or tittle;

Happiness, peace and sacrifice to begin,

Serene would be her face, although there’s storm of rage within;

Her care is immense, don’t fool yourself to doubt

She will keep her words to herself when you’d think she should shout

For you it will be her own world in which she lives

She will be your shadow even in darkness only if you respect what she believes!!!!!!!!!!

The Young Bird Did Fly....

Lost in her thoughts she began to search

For memories from her distant past

Things that she knew would forever and yet never last

A lurking smile from the corner of her eyes

Crossed her face as she remembered by

Time and tide had once held her captive

How she fluttered her wings in desperation

When all she wanted was just to fly active

She tried her best yet the winds were against her

All her efforts went in vain, the pain seemed to last forever

Hope was but, what she never left,

The winds blew again and now in favour

Time could not bow, the spirit of this young bird

Winter didn’t wither her, summer didn’t feel too dry

Coz she was waiting for the spring to come

And it sure did…. Coz she took it in her stride

When it was all against and high

And now it was time for her to bask in its glory

Her struggle she did surpassed

And now was as free as her unchained melody……………

a mere time pass

hey frenz.....

wanna know wat's the outcome of appearing in an exam being absolute clueless of what d course in d exam was....

well here's wat my outcum was...

i wrote two poems in my exam today....

had nothing to do.... not even a single word in the question paper was making any sense to me....

but somehow i had to spend the time.... so here is what i did....

please check out the poems "me.." and "PLIGHT"..... m sure most of u all will b able to relate urself to dem sumhow...... :) :)

me.....

I m exhausted, suffocated
I can hardly breathe
D air here is contaminated
With self interest, arrogance and shallow glee.
I'm lost ; completely absolutely lost,
It's hard to figure out
Who d reflection in the mirror is…
How cum I've changed so much?
Why can't time roll back
And take me before I am crushed?
Just one change I want to make,
Just one decision has my whole happiness at stake.
I'hv got to live life on my terms,
Cz just that,,,is me, in my own world!!!!!!

PLIGHT...

My thoughts are running wild,
As to who am I, just an aimless child?
I'm not what you think of me,
I've always wanted to be just me.
Yet, for you the society is more important,
It has always been, you were never less enchanted.
I don't know who I am, here where u've placed me,
I've lost my niche, and my creativity.
I may not know what I should be,
But all that I know is, this is not meant for me.
The path u've forced me on
Bothers me night and dawn.
No, I don't want to be here,
Can't you see my silent tears?
I've lost my identity..
All I wanna do now is run away and be free…!!!!

PERPLEXED

I was roaming in d streets
Aimlessly..
Unknowingly..
Unaware of where d path will take me to..
Lost in my own thoughts..
A hundred things crossing my mind at the same time…
and yet nothing was clarified
I was wandering then..
And I am still wandering..
No.. not in the streets,
And nowhere else
But within my own self..
I need to reflect
I need to know what I think..
That deep down what I believe
What I want..
Yet I am helpless in my own hands..
I don't know what is right
Which path is wrong or
To do what will be fine..
No one can help me
'coz I won't even allow them to..
I need separation
And yet can't be alone
I live in isolation
The next moment I am with all
Once I am laughing hard
And then my throat chokes..
With tears of helplessness in my eyes
Invisible to all..
Can u help me?
No I don't think so..
Do I want u to help?
No I don't know..
What is it that I want..
The day I'll figure out..
I'll tell u too..
As for now I am…
A girl perplexed in her own thoughts…
Just that's what I am!!!